Every year, I write a birthday poem. This year, I've written some random thoughts I want to share with you. From Learning to Live Again (unpublished) I feel alone But I'm not lonely I feel sad But I'm not depressed I feel tired But I'm not weak I feel hurt But I don't feel pain [...]
My existentialism has taken hold As I find that I am retreating Further and further Into myself I understand my need For self-preservation As well as the necessity To break free of my own trappings Nobody can possibly understand What I am experiencing And if I try to explain I seem to find resistance I [...]
Feeling lost Sad and uncertain But unwilling to give in To the appeal of nothingness
