There is not a day that goes by When I'm not thinking about others And I suppose it will remain that way As the pain has never really left ***************************** There is not a day that goes by When I'm not aware of this insidious disease That has invaded my body And changed everything *************************** [...]
Learning to Live Again is my biggest project and I've yet to see its end. Here again is a poem from that unfinished and unpublished work. I've always felt That life is about love and fear And right now I live in fear And without love I know that I am loved But I can't [...]
I've been waking up early Although I'm sleeping well I rise when the morning sun Brightens my room And it's not as if I have any wish to sleep in For I want to start my day And follow my routines Morning is my time To absorb the world With pages and technology Allowing me [...]
I'm still searching For answers To unasked questions And continued confusions Crossroads again And always As I enter new Horizons I'm unwilling to let go Of hopes and dreams By settling for the safety Of comfortable surroundings At least until I know That what I truly deserve Is not within my reach As this journey [...]
My existentialism has taken hold As I find that I am retreating Further and further Into myself I understand my need For self-preservation As well as the necessity To break free of my own trappings Nobody can possibly understand What I am experiencing And if I try to explain I seem to find resistance I [...]
