My existentialism has taken hold As I find that I am retreating Further and further Into myself I understand my need For self-preservation As well as the necessity To break free of my own trappings Nobody can possibly understand What I am experiencing And if I try to explain I seem to find resistance I [...]
Not afraid of death It's dying I fear So I take each breath Happy to be here *************************** In touch with how I feel And unafraid to share Understanding it is real And mine alone to bear **************************** Feeling happy and sad At the same time Doesn't make me mad For these moments are sublime [...]
Wondering where the time went As it is now my enemy For the youthfulness I feel Is betrayed by the number Life is about love and fear And now I live in fear For love and health have betrayed me And rearranged everything Each day is a challenge But each day has its rewards As [...]
I'm now realizing How lost I am And how appropriate The word is I've lost strength Vitality and sexuality A sense of invulnerability And friends along the way And I've lost my path A sense of purpose A view of tomorrow And someone to share it with But I'm understanding That finding my way Out [...]
