How does it feel
When your heart is torn
And you can’t reveal
Or display your scorn
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You love us both
In the way you can
But you know the truth
And have no real plan
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Never knew that love could last
Traveling through my messed up past
Now I know how it can be
Living through the fantasy
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Can you put it all away
Have the strength to face each day
Find a purpose in your way
And a reason you must stay
Nothing hurts
Like a love that ends
And you’re all alone
Without friends
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Questioning your life
Without her there
Fighting the pull
Of immense despair
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Why are the nights so lonely
Why are the days filled with tears
Thinking of her only
While confronting all my fears
Will it ever get better
Can I find the peace I seek
Knowing it didn’t upset her
Leaving me so weak
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I know I will recover
From all the pain I feel
While needing to discover
What it takes to make me heal
