I'm still searching For answers To unasked questions And continued confusions Crossroads again And always As I enter new Horizons I'm unwilling to let go Of hopes and dreams By settling for the safety Of comfortable surroundings At least until I know That what I truly deserve Is not within my reach As this journey [...]
My existentialism has taken hold As I find that I am retreating Further and further Into myself I understand my need For self-preservation As well as the necessity To break free of my own trappings Nobody can possibly understand What I am experiencing And if I try to explain I seem to find resistance I [...]
Not afraid of death It's dying I fear So I take each breath Happy to be here *************************** In touch with how I feel And unafraid to share Understanding it is real And mine alone to bear **************************** Feeling happy and sad At the same time Doesn't make me mad For these moments are sublime [...]
"Finding Love" was published in November of 2015 and "Testing Love" in August of 2016. I had continued writing after our breakup in November of 2014 accumulating enough poems and stories to continue the series with Book 5 "Holding On" and Book 6 "Moving On". I realized, however, that the story of the end would [...]
