Today I am posting excerpts from my as yet incomplete and unpublished 8th volume in my Into my Life Unexpected series tentatively titled ‘Learning to Live through a Pandemic”.

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January 4, 2020 into my life unexpected stephen kaufman

The year has started quietly
No breakthroughs
Drama or negativity
And that is certainly a good thing

MARCH 28

I wish I could write
But everything
And everyone
Has turned negative

Coronavirus and its effects
Now control everything
From where we can go and do
To how we must go and do it

Quite honestly I am disgusted
Which is not dismissing the seriousness
But is shaking me to my core
As everyone is now an expert

Chances remain slim of contacting it
Chances are slimmer of dying
But the fear mongers are in control
And I have had it

MAY 9

For the first time ever
I am viewing my existence
Not as a process of living
But more of one of dying

I am moving slower
Hurting more
Needing additional rest
And struggling with my now

My mind fights the process
And I often lose myself
In the sexual fantasies
That become common as we age